Shady Morning Thoughts

By past yesterday, breathing new air today, but still my thoughts are gray.

My faith has been trembled since made, so I closed my eyes and anticipated another morning to be laid, then gasped the cold air and hoped the dews of dawn never fade.

While I'm on my knees to pray, that the drop of golden sun ray, shall never lead me astray. 

Is life a Competition?

I just don't know what I'm thinking right now, but all I'm terrified with is my feelings right now. 

I sense there's something caught up in my chest, but I can't seem to be more than aware and could only put it to rest.

I can barely feel my heart beating in my palms, my hands strangling my throat, and my feet stomping on my head.

This life's never going to change. No matter how hard I think things through. I'm getting nowhere.

I just need to know one thing. Is living all about winning and losing? Who rises and who falls? Who makes it to the top and who sinks to the bottom?

I wonder if there’s somebody out there who feels like this at times, or perhaps once. How relieving it would be, just to know I’m not alone, or at least not this quite.

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I am Delailah Lee-su Dung-eh, a college student who is fascinated by, yet curious about all the wonders that surrounds me. This blog intends to share my thoughts; appreciation, gratitude, doubts, questions, insecurities and basically my mind battles. I wish to establish connections with like minded individuals and hope that they can relate to my piece of mind. More frankly, I hope you find inspiration from my contents.